yesterday was Jaechunsu fanmeeting namely 'Smile Again'
the name itself really fits b/c for a long time that I've been waiting,
i saw them smiling. ever time i watch the videos & photos, i can see that they are
really happy. & i'm thankful for the Cassies b/c they always their to support JSC even though
Homin are not present. the fanmeeting is really awesome, they even sing a
Christmas songs, as i remember they sang; Santa Claus is Coming to Town,
White Christmas, & etc. The Cassies are singing with JSC. it's really great.
mr. dolphin Junsu sang Greatest Love of All, & he's voice is one of a kind.
while Yoochun oh mah gawd he sang he's newly composed song, "Because it's you".
it's so damn beautiful, the tune is kinda sad, but the lyrics is so meaningful.
as I read the lyrics, somewhat it's connected with their friendship.
and I feel that Yoochun really dedicated it for the five of them or Homin.
the phrase that struck me the most is these...
"if your heart taps my shoulder, and comforted me filled with tears.
if your prayers wake me from sleep, even if you turn your back on me
for a slight moment, i'm okay."
"because it's you, because it's you."
somewhat i understand what does this words means. but i'll just keep it with myself.
i'm so proud of this three amazing guys. b/c they stand up for what is right.
they proved to SME that they can't always control them.
and I believed that someday they'll overcome this problem.
some says that it's impossible, but i will never believe on that.
I love dong bang shin ki not as an idol, but the boys who gave me
happiness & inspiration. they are really my everything, yeah seriuosly.
i'm very happy right now b/c the three really bring out their real smiles
that we didn't see for so long. & no matter how sad they are, i know
they are always believing b/c they love their career & Homin. :)
you see this smile? that is really precious to me.
every time i saw this i feel very happy b/c they are smiling now.
yesterday at their fanmeeting, they also celebrated Junsu's 23rd birthday.
Jaejoong and Yoochun brought the cake to Junsu and the three of them also the Cassiopeia
sang the happy birthday song to Junsu-chan. & Su looks really happy.
but for some reason, I felt sad b/c first time in their career life that
Homin aren't there to celebrate Junsu's birthday. (cryingggg...) but even though
Homin aren't present, they will always stay in su's heart (hehehe cheesy...)
JaeChun's heartwarming bday message to Junsu made me cried, b/c it's very touching.
& they're friendship will always stay forever. i love you tvxq.
i'm glad that the Jaechunsu SMILE AGAIN :)
love lots, faye.